LAST WORDS James Van Der Beek left heartbreaking final video message to fans about plans to ‘recover and rest’ before shock death

JAMES Van Der Beek shared a hopeful and now-heartbreaking final message to fans.

Less than a month before his shocking death on Wednesday at 48, the iconic Dawson’s Creek star shared that he planned to “recover and rest” before springtime.

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A man with light brown hair and blue eyes looks up and to the right, mouth slightly open.
The actor shared a hopeful video with fans in JanuaryCredit: Instagram/vanderjames
 

James Van Der Beek looks directly at the camera, pointing to his chin.
He said he wanted to rest and recover before the springCredit: Instagram/vanderjames
 

James Van Der Beek poses in a black patterned polo shirt and brown pants in front of a blue Fox Studio backdrop.
The actor announced his diagnosis in 2024Credit: Getty
Van Der Beek’s family announced his passing on social media just over a year after he first revealed his diagnosis with stage 3 colorectal cancer.

“Anyone else out there finding that your New Year’s resolution was impossible to keep? I’m going to say something: I don’t think it’s your fault,” the actor said in an Instagram video January 15.

“Why are we celebrating a new year in the dead of winter? Why are we celebrating new beginnings at a time when nature rests?

“I’m going to take winter to recover, to rest, and I’m going to make New Year’s resolutions in the spring. Who’s with me?” Van Der Beek said in the gutwrenching final video.

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The actor went on to explain his reasoning.

“Animals are hibernating! Birds fly south for the winter!” he said.

“The time to celebrate a new beginning, and a new you, and a new resolution, is in the spring, at the vernal equinox, when the flowers bloom and it gets warmer and the birds return.

“That’s how nature does it. Why are we fighting nature?”

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